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About ghosting and a triple relationship
I was in the middle of the supermarket. Alone and abandoned. I just walked in, wanted to shop and suddenly it all felt so pointless. So I stopped, didn’t move or think anymore. Empty gaze and an empty escort girl. I just didn’t care. Because I was just so disappointed. From him, from me and life. A tear rolled down my cheek. I brushed them away vigorously and continued stomping through the supermarket. I had often heard about this ‘new’ phenomenon. Nobody in the dating business would be able to stop at that. Celebrities reported about it, neighbours, friends. Somehow everyone seemed to have had some experience with it. But this form of suddenly staying away, disappearing, disappearing into thin air had never happened to me before. And I always thought that I would have enough empathy and intuition that that could never happen to me either. And yet. It had happened, I had met such a specimen man and it had hit me quite unexpectedly and with full force And yet. It had happened, I had met such a specimen man and it had hit me quite unexpectedly and with full force. I hadn’t heard from him for three