You and me in my mind carousel – Part 2

It’s been ten weeks since we last saw each other and for five days I can’t think of anything else. All this time, I’ve been working as an escort girl. You’ve mentally disabled me once again, and I wouldn’t say I like that feeling. In everything, you are so controlled, reserved, and full of self-control, but you are not lacking in honest words. And this time, they hit me with full force. But from the front. I endured it for two weeks until we liked each other a third time on Tinder and wrote to each other again after the match. After our last meeting in mid-November, which was intense and strange at the same time, I wrote our story off my chest, deleted Tinder, and banished you to my notebook or this story here. I endured it for two weeks until we liked each other a third time on Tinder and wrote to each other again after the match. We found our way back to where we left off pretty quickly, and although you made it clear that you weren’t looking for a relationship, your interest in me was and is obvious. I’ll give you something that you don’t

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You and me in my mind carousel – Part 1

There is a strange silence in my apartment. I was so excited yesterday, like when I was a child before Christmas, that you were just here, looking at me, touching me, wanting me…it seems like forever ago. And I wonder how that makes me feel. Do I want to see you again, do I want one more night? I don’t know. I don’t even know when we’ll see each other again…Probably, because you don’t go through everyday life alone. And the thought of it is uncomfortable. Because somehow, I wish I was your everyday escort girl. At the same time, I know that you need your freedom and don’t just live in togetherness, but – at whatever intervals and with whatever frequency of dates – look around outside. You said yesterday that you were very happy that we found each other again on Tinder. Woohoo. Is that worth celebrating? Apparently, it does for you; I’m not so sure. For the first 24 hours after our first meeting, exactly four weeks ago, I was hooked, so euphoric because you wanted me so much. Your looks, your words, your touches, everything was balm for my soul. I wanted more, more, and I

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What emotional freedom really means

We all know our feelings more or less well. Sometimes we try to put them into words, but we find none in the face of the storm that rages within us. Then there are situations in which everything erupts in a torrent. Uncontrolled and quite wild. Feelings can be quite a dilemma. Especially when we don’t want to feel them Feelings can be quite a dilemma. Especially when we don’t want to feel them. Or it simply doesn’t work because we’ve forgotten how. I don’t exclude myself from that. Right now I am a sexy escort girl, sitting alone on my sofa on a Sunday evening watching the umpteenth episode (or already the umpteenth season?) of Dexter. I’m pretty tired. My head has been aching all day and yet I play the next episode while checking my smartphone every 15 minutes. My colourful display shows me nothing new. No new messages. So why am I doing this? The answer is pretty simple: because afterwards, I will cry in the quiet of my bedroom. The holidays are now a few weeks old and my mailbox is empty Again because of this guy, whom I haven’t quite let go of yet. We

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The benefits of outdoor workouts

Do you prefer clean air at the expense of the gym? Maybe you want to try a change, but you don’t know-how. If you’re worried that outdoor workouts aren’t as effective, this article is for you. Discover the benefits of outdoor training and the best ways to train “outdoors.” Our escort girls also follow this workout plan! Why train outdoors? The sexy escort girls working with our Escort Agency spend much of their lives indoors, especially in the winter. Now think about how many hours you spend in the fresh air during a working day. If you spend some time outdoors, try changing your gym to an outdoor workout. If in doubt, here are some reasons that might convince you. It improves your mood Spending time outdoors generally has a positive effect on mood. Exercise in the fresh air improves mood and reduces depression and anxiety. According to researchers in the UK, 5 minutes of exercise in nature positively affects mood. It is best to try this on yourself. Try to spend at least 5 minutes walking in the park or through the woods on the way home and watch your mood change. Get vitamin D The body gets vitamin

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About ghosting and a triple relationship

I was in the middle of the supermarket. Alone and abandoned. I just walked in, wanted to shop and suddenly it all felt so pointless. So I stopped, didn’t move or think anymore. Empty gaze and an empty escort girl. I just didn’t care. Because I was just so disappointed. From him, from me and life. A tear rolled down my cheek. I brushed them away vigorously and continued stomping through the supermarket. I had often heard about this ‘new’ phenomenon. Nobody in the dating business would be able to stop at that. Celebrities reported about it, neighbours, friends. Somehow everyone seemed to have had some experience with it. But this form of suddenly staying away, disappearing, disappearing into thin air had never happened to me before. And I always thought that I would have enough empathy and intuition that that could never happen to me either. And yet. It had happened, I had met such a specimen man and it had hit me quite unexpectedly and with full force And yet. It had happened, I had met such a specimen man and it had hit me quite unexpectedly and with full force.  I hadn’t heard from him for three

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